Day 33 - I hate this thing, I HATE IT!

Today when I stepped on the scale at 10am, it read 267lbs, and I just wanted to cry. Thirty three days into this thing, doing cardio for 30mins and then strength training 5 days a week, and I am no farther ahead today than I was when I started. Even my measurements aren't showing any real results. I'm trying to eat better. I'm trying. But I guess not hard enough. I'm tired of disappointment after disappointment. I'm tired of feeling like this. I hate it and I want to be done. But I wont stop now. I'll stick it out for the 100 days. I'm no quitter. I'm just terribly afraid that on day 100 everything is going to be exactly as it was on day 1. And all of this will have been for not.