Why do I keep playing a game I cannot win? Why do I keep working at something that just doesn't change? WHY?
Because there is always some hope that maybe this time there will actually be some progress made. Maybe this time this trick will work and you'll see the pounds come off. Maybe this time will be different.
But it never is. Nothing is different. Nothing changes. I'm still fat, I still weigh 256lbs, some times 258, and sometimes 260. The numbers don't change, just bounce around between each other.
I hate this game, everything about it, and yet I just keep playing.
